All By Myself

Drama-dramahan ako ngayon.

Hindi ko alam kung ano na ang sitwasyon namin ni Hubby.

Naiinis ako sa kanya. Naiinis sya sa 'kin.

Takot akong bigyan ng closure or finality ang relationship namin na more than 3 years na rin. Nanghihinayang siguro ako.

Lately, madalas na kaming mag-away. Petty quarrels lang naman but we argue even on the slightest issue. And we haven't seen each other for the last 10 days. Last kaming magkasama ng magpasama syang bumili ng bag for his laptop sa MOA. Dati, pag nag-aaway kami, ako rin ang kadalasang sumusuko. Kasi nami-miss ko sya. At feeling ko hindi ko talaga kaya.

But now, i can feel na yung feelings ko sa kanya is drifting away.

50/50 ako.

Yesterday he texted me para kamustahin ang injury ko. Dapat daw nagpapahinga pa ako. When i said kaya ko naman mag-trabaho na, he insinuated na he knows better kasi nga doctor sya.

I can sense na mag-aaway na naman kami.

Silence.

Nagpaka busy ako sa work para hindi ko sya maisip.

5:00pm.

Uwian na.

Wala ng text uli.

Had dinner by myself. Watched ako ng news after.

I want to move on. I need to.

If we cannot save the relationship, at least the friendship.









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1 comments:

Seeking09 said...

This is very true "If we cannot save the relationship, at least the friendship."

Sometimes a good friend is all we need. It makes us complete more than an intimate relationship could offer :-)

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